So here i am anxiously awaiting ny return to Va Beach. Parts of me are ready for it beyond ready. In other ways i am nervous as can be over the readjustments i'm going to have to make. Going from spending all my time with the same 300 sailors back to being with normal people is a real change. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but parts of me can't help but wonder is it the end or is it an oncoming freight train. I am also going to have brand new experinces with this return. The last time i had no one actually waiting in me. Granted i got together with some friends that night, but i actually have peopl anxiously awaiting me. Bless my nieces and nephews and their parents with out them i don't know how i would have made it threw this one. I've been as far away as Thailand on this trip. It has been entirely long enough.
Readjusting is something that i am really nercous about. I'm going to have to be rid of my automatic defences that come with this style of living. Back around family. Not people that are doing there dangdest to get around me to make themselves look better.
Also there comes a task that i have done before, but not in a city and not with someone i cared for this much.... teaching a 15 year old how to drive. Been there done that, but not when i had this much tied into the person. I know i'm not to going to be the only person at the task, but still my driving style isn't exactly what you call "defensive" as a matter of fact its about as offensive as it gets, and she is about as cautious a person as i have ever met this should be interesting. anywho more l8er
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